Today, i felt sad . Because i had a feeling that's prove me . my love one had not love me .
i really scare people left me along ,and just put me aside .
lasttime , we would very happy together no matter shopping , watching movie.
today, he just walked away from me . From his action i felt he didnt want to talk to me . Just what his action show me . Why? i dont know.
Can remain back like lasttime? i hope to talk to you more as i can . but i m just transparent in front of everyone. Am i?
i hope people to care me , to talk to me more, to protect me when i need help also
i really not that strong !
Sem break trip ,
when temple , the firsttime i cry in front of it . To sincerly pray, wished you and me can love both happily .
i really put alot of hope and effort on it.
Yes ,he did say break with me . That's feelings just broke my heart so hurt so pain .that since when i born ,the most hurt feel i had.
i cant even sleep well when you didnt care me .
seriously , Can you talk to me more , i m really depress . Can you tell me more about your feelings? i not talkative , talk me more can you, i please you.
i m not pretty , not slim , no talent ,not rich, emotional ,i m just a very ordinary girl, Sorry .
you deserve better than me .You are such a nice guy .
Sem 1 result . really bad . Parents paid alot of money but my result...
Sem 2 , no matter how . i really put all my effort to score well .
When i feeling bad, looking at facebook . but i cant even find one to talk to.
just now you online , i scare to talk to you . i scare you have nothing to talk to me . no people really understand how i feel . i should not be like this but, my feelings lead me . Cant i just be happy? its so hard and alot of troubles happen arround.
i just read a book chapter 1"chicken soup " it give me alot motivation and good thinking . But when comes to real , i also hope you will be mine , just it .i love you.
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